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Jan 5, 2006 20:06:07 GMT -5
Post by joannestango on Jan 5, 2006 20:06:07 GMT -5
Joanne didn't really believe it but didn't bother with it pushing it. She looked at the soda "No I am fine." She wanted to know what was going to happen with them. "So what does this mean? Are you and her going to try something?" Joanne was a bit worried to hear the answer but wanted to
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Jan 5, 2006 21:54:39 GMT -5
Post by Maureen Johnson on Jan 5, 2006 21:54:39 GMT -5
"I should check on Mimi, she asked me to come back in a little while." Maureen got up and walked to the waiting room and sat down. What was she supposed to say to joanne? She put her head in her hands and sighed.
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Jan 5, 2006 22:03:26 GMT -5
Post by joannestango on Jan 5, 2006 22:03:26 GMT -5
Joanne sighed and let her go, that pretty much gave her an answer or some of it. She had the feeling she was going to lose her to Mimi, Roger's girlfriend. She got up and got something to drink than sat back down. She hoped things where going okay on Roger's side, she found herself worried about him and didn't understand why.
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Jan 6, 2006 18:45:56 GMT -5
Post by Mimi Marquez on Jan 6, 2006 18:45:56 GMT -5
Roger looked a Maureen and meerly nodded, not looking her in the eye. After sitting there and knowing that Mimi was ok he was pissed off. He walked down the hall, taking his sweet old time. He had no idea what he was going to say to her or what she was going to say to him. He knocked and then waited a moment and walked in the room. He sat down at a chair at the foot of Mimi's bed just looking at her, trying to figure out what she was thinking and keep 'the hulk' within him. He was so tempted to just throw money at her and then leave but he's gotten a bit better with his temper. He refused to speak and looked out the window, waiting for her to speak first. Mimi could tell Roger was pissed, she knew anything she said would set him off. Mimi took a deep breath, and sighed. What to say...what to say..."Um, er, how are you?doing? How are you doing?" Mimi sat there, she didn't want to add anything, this was one of those times where she actually kind of feared Roger. This was almost as bad as last year. How am I going to tell him...what should I tell him...I don't even know how to start off...Mimi waited for his answer, she was hoping he would 'gently' lead this conversation. Mimi wondered how things were going with Maureen and Joanne...
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Jan 7, 2006 21:21:22 GMT -5
Post by Roger Davis on Jan 7, 2006 21:21:22 GMT -5
Roger looked out the window, looking at the trees blowing in the wind and the birds flying about. He wished he could be one and fly away when times got rough. There were just those times when he and Mimi fought - well, two times only - but he felt that if he didn't move he would explode at her and then never get her back. The thought of loosing her made him scared, which triggered the anger button within him somehow. He heard her speak and he looked at her, his eyes unemotional looking, but his heart was bleeding. His tone was monotonous and softer than usual, the anger unable to penetrate his voice. "How do you think I feel? I go downstairs to say hello to you, the girl I l-l-love and find her in the arms of a woman - Maureen. Is my time done? Do I need to pay you for the year I kept you out of business? Is that it?" His fingers drifted into his pocket, fingering a ring that he kept with him, reminding him of Mimi and the idea he wanted to ask if the opportune moment presented itself - if she would marry him. "I felt betrayed, hurt, felt like i had been stabbed in the heart and brought back to clean up the mess. I was angry, devastated. What could you expect?." He took a deep breath and looked down. "So then, how are you feeling?"
ooo i like this post *claps hands* lol
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Jan 7, 2006 21:59:56 GMT -5
Post by Mimi Marquez on Jan 7, 2006 21:59:56 GMT -5
As Roger told Mimi how he felt, tears welled up in her eyes, and she choked them back. Mimi wanted to die, right then and there. She didn't realize how hard this all affected Roger. Mimi sat there in silence, thinking how she could end her life swiftly. Well, there's always drugs... Mimi didn't really want to die, just avoid all of this. There was no way she could take any of this back now. After a few minutes of pain-staking silence, she spoke, "I'm very lost right now, and I am not sure that I want to come back. Roger, you know I love you, very much. It's just, I don't know, I felt something different around Maureen, and wanted to see what was there. Besides, I actually tried to leave to go see you, I had to know if there was still something between us, and that's when Maureen came out in the hall. She pushed me up against the wall, and next thing I knew we were kissing again. I only kissed her to see if what I was feeling was an infatuation...But I felt something, really I did. I mean, I think I did." Mimi stopped talking, she knew all of this would set him off. Here comes the end...
ooc: I liked your post too! *applauds*
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Jan 7, 2006 22:43:07 GMT -5
Post by Roger Davis on Jan 7, 2006 22:43:07 GMT -5
ooc: nooo this can't happen. roger and mimi are my fave couple! but it's inevitable. and thank god you nd i still have roger and mimi on find the way back hehe. bic: Roger listened to her and saw the tears in her eyes and the expression in them as well and he felt like he knew what was coming. He waited until she was done and then he sat there in silence. He stood up and walked over to the window where he saw a bird - the one animal he would give anything to be at this given moment. He walked back and looked at her, his tone still quiet. "Do you mean that you don't love me anymore or that I bore you?" He breathed in and the anger found a way to creep into his voice, like a balloon that has the tiniest hole poked in it - the anger was getting released slowly but surely. "Mimi, for the past two years I have loved you so much. I've defended you, I helped you, I gave you all I could and more, and is this what happens to me now? Out with the old, in with the new?" His voice was getting choked up but angered at the same time. "I was going to ask you to marry me." He pulled the ring out of his pocket. "This was the ring I was going to use - the one you had seen in a window while walking down the street and gave it that double take that I know so well. I scraped and saved for months to get it, knowing it would make you happy. I was going to ask you and then kiss you like there was no tomorrow." A tear fell down his cheek and he walked toward Mimi so he was inches away from her face. "Like this." He pressed his lips on hers and kissed her with such passion that even he didn't know how much was possibly being let out - possibly their best kiss, but it came too late. It was ending. He broke away. "Is it only me that feels something?" He looked into her eyes and his question was answered. All emotion started to leave and the anger rose. He reached into his pocket and dug out some money and threw it at her. "Here's my pay. Sorry if I was bad for business." He shook his head and walked towards the door. "When you make up your mind, you know where I live." He slowly opened the door knob and cast one final glance at her, his voice solemn. "You know what Mimi, I was ready to spend the rest of my life with you. But if I mean nothing, thank you then. I wouldn't have had to make the one person who was the sole reason for my existence live with someone she didn't love no longer."ooc again: wow. that was really long. Reading it makes me cry. He had a lot to say. entire post about 458 words to be precise. hehe
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Jan 7, 2006 23:09:45 GMT -5
Post by joannestango on Jan 7, 2006 23:09:45 GMT -5
((OOC: I have to comment, I got tears on that!! Roger is the best!!))
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Jan 7, 2006 23:22:27 GMT -5
Post by Mimi Marquez on Jan 7, 2006 23:22:27 GMT -5
Mimi sat there in complete shock. It took her a few minutes before everything registered. When it finally did, she broke out in tears. She couldn't keep them back any longer. "He, he was going to marry me...." Mimi bawled. She had never hurt this bad before. That kiss, that kiss was the best kiss they ever shared. Mimi touched her lips, and cried even harder. Even though she sat there fully awake and breathing, she felt as if she had died. Mimi knew she just ruined everyone's life. She ruined her relationship with the love of her life, the one who saved her from death, the one who opened her eyes to a new light. She ruined Maureen and Joanne's relationship. Mimi knew they were ment for each other, and yet, Mimi still persued Maureen. Mimi had to get out of the hospital, and go away. Nothing mattered now, to herself she no longer existed. Mimi got up, and pulled the IV out of her. She took off the hospital gown, and got dressed in the clothes she had on earlier. She stuffed the money Roger threw at her in her pocket. She had to give it back to him, somehow. She left her room and quickly walked past the cafeteria to the main desk. She wanted her release forms, she wanted to leave. "Hi, I'm Mimi Marquez, I was a patient, but I would like to be released now, instead of tomorrow, so is there a form I need to sign or can I just leave?" The nurse at the desk pulled her file and told her everything Mimi needed to know. "Okay." Mimi was handed a form. "Just sign here?" She signed it, and as she was heading out the door, she paused. She wanted to say goodbye to Maureen. "No...it will just make things harder." She turned back around, tears streaming down her face again, and headed towards the door.
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Jan 7, 2006 23:46:42 GMT -5
Post by Maureen Johnson on Jan 7, 2006 23:46:42 GMT -5
While sitting in the waiting room Maureen stared at the wall opposite to her. A girl standing at the front desk caught her attention. She could only see her back but she knew it was Mimi. Listening to the conversation between Mimi and the secretary she got up walking closer. Finally, Mimi walked out of the hospital. Maureen ran after her and grabbed her before Mimi was able to reach the bottom of the steps. "Mimi, where are you going? You aren't supposed to leave until tomorrow!" She saw tears streaming down Mimi's cheeks. "Mimi?"
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Jan 7, 2006 23:56:00 GMT -5
Post by Mimi Marquez on Jan 7, 2006 23:56:00 GMT -5
When Maureen grabbed Mimi and asked her what was wrong, she said nothing. Mimi thought it was obvious. "Roger, Rog..It's over, he ended it...I need to go. I'm obviously am just a neusance in this world. I don't belong. I need to just end...." Mimi stopped, and fell to the ground. She didn't want Maureen to worry more than she already was. Mimi's crying was out of control. Mimi, herself was out of control.
ooc: Sorry it's short...
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Jan 8, 2006 0:10:35 GMT -5
Post by Maureen Johnson on Jan 8, 2006 0:10:35 GMT -5
Maureen watched as Mimi dropped to the ground. She sat down besides her on the step and held her practically in her lap rocking her a little. "It's going to be okay, I promise." She ran her fingers through Mimi's hair. Standing up, she pulled Mimi to her feet. "Come on, let's get you home." She held Mimi as she walked to the corner. She waved her hands trying to get a taxi which took a good three minutes. She put Mimi in the taxi and told the driver where to go. When they reached the building Maureen gave the money to the driver and had to nearly pull Mimi out of the taxi. "Come on honey." Mimi wasn't very stable and it was clear she should be in the hospital. But there was no way Mimi was going to stay there. Maureen brought Mimi up to her apartment and opened the door which apparently Mimi had forgotten to lock. She guided her to the bed and layed her down. She wiped the tears from Mimi's eyes and kissed her on the forehead. "It's okay."
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Jan 8, 2006 0:28:52 GMT -5
Post by joannestango on Jan 8, 2006 0:28:52 GMT -5
Joanne left the hospital not wanting to check on them. She was losing Maureen and it bothered her. She always seemed to lose her but for some reason this bothered her more than any other time. She walked towords her apartment, she would have taken a taxi but didn't feel like it. She went up to her apartment and tried to take in what had happened.
OOC:Sorry this is short
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Jan 8, 2006 9:38:16 GMT -5
Post by Roger Davis on Jan 8, 2006 9:38:16 GMT -5
Roger had walked out of Mimi's room and refused to look at Maureen. He walked out of the door and he stopped for a minute and sat down on the front steps and took the ring out of his pocket. He looked at it and tears finally formed. He couldn't believe it was over. It hurt like hell, knowing he had to give up the person he loved more than life itself. He had been ready to become her husband and spend the rest of his days with her and only her, but it was obvious that she didn't feel the same way. If there was some way to rip his heart out and give it to her, he would because he couldn't and wouldn't love anyone else. He kissed the ring, his heart wanting Mimi back more than anything but he knew that she didn't want him back. He stood up and hailed a taxi but realized he had given his money to Mimi and walked home. The cold air nipped at him but he was numb to it. Coming home, he trudged up the stairs and into his apartment. He walked around, pissed off at Mimi and himself for letting her go. He let out a yell and punched the wall. He found his guitar and was about to break it in half but then he picked it up and started playing on his window seat and the window was open just a tad for the world to hear of his pain. He pulled the ring out of his pocket and laid it in front of him. He struck a few chords of his song for Mimi, especially the end. "I should tell you, I should tell you..I have always loved you. You can see it in my eyes..." These words were whispered, his heart aching at the truth still in them. Once he reached the "Mimi!" part, he let out those notes as loud as he could, filled with the love, the pain,the hurt, and the anger that he felt into that one word.
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Jan 8, 2006 13:57:16 GMT -5
Post by Mimi Marquez on Jan 8, 2006 13:57:16 GMT -5
As soon as Mimi laid down she could hear Roger yell and punch a wall. That triggered the crying again. Mimi was beyond being exhausted, but she continued to cry. Then Mimi heard some of the chords from her song, and then Roger screaming her name. This was too much for Mimi. "Maureen, I have to go, I just have to." Mimi sat up, and looked at Maureen. "What I am doing...? I am losing everything I love and care about." Mimi put her face in her hands and sighed. As she sat there the whole day kept replaying in her mind. She looked over at the clock on her bedside table. It was a little past 11. "Maureen, you should probably go....I mean, if you want." Mimi stretched back, and then started to reach under the mattress again. She snuck the needle out without Maureen seeing. Mimi then put it under her pillow. She just wanted an escape even though she knew she wasn't going to get it that way.
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